There'll be days where you feel that you're not enough and that's perfectly normal.
There'll be nights where you feel like your struggling but tell yourself, everything's gonna be alright.

For the past 2 months, I contemplated a lot about life, who I am and who I want to be.
I tried my best to seek the positive aspects of myself while confronting the negative aspects.
It's not been easy reconciling the two aspects and I guess I learnt more about myself differently.

I have tried putting myself in situations that I feel uncomfortable in, challenged myself in new areas,
And honestly, it has further changed my perspective and improved my self-confidence.

For a really long time, I based myself on validations on others.
I forget what it's like to have self-validation and accepting myself for who I am.
I questioned my self-ability, my strengths and most importantly, my self-worthiness.

If I don't deem myself as an importance, I'll just be attracting the wrong type of people (note: ain't guys)
And I'll just be wasting my time proving myself to those won't matter.

As cliche as it sounds,
Those who mind, don't matter,
Those who matter, don't mind.