"Have you ever been in one of those moods where you just want to grab everything and rip it from the walls and break everything because you feel broken and you want to scream, kick and cry because nothing feels right and it's all wrong where you don't feel right but you don't know what is it that's bothering you?"
Yes.
"I hate that feeling. That feeling when you're neither happy or sad and all you can feel is nothing. You feel so empty, but nothing in particular happened. They asked what's wrong but you can't explain. Or they don't even ask anything"
And I don't know which one is worse.
"How many times in life have we lose ourselves in the process of valuing someone too much that we forget that we too are special?"
Too many times that I've lost count.
"Why can't we stop chasing after people who don't make the effort to prove their worth? Is it because as humans, the more we are unable to get something, the more attractive they are in our eyes?"
Probably. And we should all learn that we shouldn't chase after people to prove that we matter.
"They said that we can't always believe what we see and we sometimes have to learn how to trust by believing what we feel."
But what if your gut feelings tells you not to?
"There has been too many red flags right from the start but was disregarding them the right thing to do?"
Shihui