How do I fix someone when I'm too worn. It's not like I gave a damn about it all. I cared way too much for my own good. So why in the first place did I lower my guard, gave my best and at the end, feel like my all isn't enough? I feel like just another on good days and on worse, I feel like I'm dispensable. Had enough of hearing I'm sorry and at the next instance, having your finger pointed at me, blaming me that I'm too demanding. Who in the world does that to someone who is already so darn upset, who in the right mind would shift all the blame back to the person who's feeling awful and terrible?

Responsibility - if you're wrong, own up to it. Don't make it someone else's fault or come up with some crap excuses. Once, twice, thrice, actions always doesn't prove whatever you say. Mentally exhausted, emotionally drained, how do I tell myself it's okay and everything will be okay?